I'm no longer even pretending that I think I'm going to find a job. I am spending resources I don't have to job hunt. WTF? When there are a hundred people applying for one position, how could I possibly keep my hopes up?
I feel lower than low when I go into volunteer anymore, because I'm honestly only doing for the contacts anymore. I don't feel like I'm making a difference when all I can think about is whether or not it will lead to a job. I didn't feel like this a year ago... then it was about turning this trainwreck of a country around. Now I feel ensconsced in the quagmire.
Someone just hire me already!